The ambiguous himYou’re so unclear What is it you fear? I can’t find where you end Why can’t you be my friend? I fall by the waste side My heart taken for a ride I can’t find myselfThe ambiguous him
My health
This uncertainty How can I go on? This seems so wrong Cant you just stop and think Think of me Think of she Think of we But that will never be
Silly silly me So blind for so long Caught up in this throng
Everything crushing in Where did this begin?
How will this end? Do I have to start over again? &
Blank StareSomewhere between here and there I see a face A blank stare I start to wonder who all is there But then I realize Do I dare? Is this all a scare What is out there? Beyond this place Beyond that face And who am I to take the plunge To run so farBlank Stare
To leap and lunge I can’t help but think that there’s a trap
Any second Snap! And down it all will come crashing Smashing
Dashing My arms thrashing But still no air Because now there is no one there Oh how this seems unfair For those who dare
Vicesi just want to scream so loud and get lost in a crowd i hate this feeling this hard to explainVices
the pleasure from such pain they all think I’m insane I cant find the peace Why cant I have my release? But there you stand
Hold my hand And I take on the world Without the care Seeing the stare
And I become the one I know to be none But the fight has been won Vices my life no longer run
eyesEyes are windows to the soul. When opened up they can see, the pain of life as it unfolds. Submit myself to agony.eyes
Camoflage the way I feel. Put on a happy face. They dont care if pain is real, as long as I dont bring disgrace.
Be their plastic little toy. Surround them with my laugh. Become their perfect little boy. Hide my vengeful little wrath.
Until the day I cant contain, The torment, anguish or the pain. Then let loose and they will see. Their eyes so wide in disbelief.
It's said I've got my fathers eyes. (Al
UntitledLonelier than when I was lonely. Isolated by companionship.Untitled
Shocked into knowing what it’s like To be owned And scared of Losing it. Jealous of the past, The present And what’s to come –
The unwritten page of the unfinished book. Longing to be there, When you grew up, Fell down. Rejected me Then gave in. See people you met, You hurt, Hurt you. All the mistakes you’ve made And all the times you never fixed them. Impossibility of being there So just tell me. Everything. No details missed. Every breath
New year post and return of posting
Joy
> > >
> > >
> > > ELEVEN
> > > You walk really slow when you're with them.
> > >
> > > TEN:
> > > You feel shy whenever they're around.
> > >
> > > NINE:
> > > You smile when you hear their voice.
> > >
> > > EIGHT:
> > > When you look at them, you can't see the other
> > > people around you, you just see him/her.
> > >
> > > SIX:
> > > They're all you think about.
> > >
> > > FIVE:
> > > You realize you're always smiling when you're
> > ; > looking at them.
> > >
> > >
> > > FOUR:
> > > You wou ld do anything for them, just to see
> them.
> > > > > >
> > >
> > > THREE:
> > > While reading this, there was one person on your
> > > mind this whole time.
> > >
> > >
> > > TWO:
> > > You were so busy thinking about that person, you
> > > didnt notice number seven was missing
> > >
> > >
> > > ONE:
> > > You just scrolled up to check & are now silently
> > > laughing at yourself.
> > >
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> > >
> > > **
> > >
> > > *
> > >
> > > * send this to at lest 5 people in the next 10
> >min.
> > > And something good will happen
> > > Because you read this you will get kissed on
> >friday.
> > > BREA K IT and your crush will ask someone else
> out.
> > > Tomorrow will be the best day of you life. How
> > > ever,if you don't send this to at least 10
> people,
> >by
> > > at least 1am, you will have bad luck for the
> rest
> >of
> > > your life. Just copy, paste and you will get
> kissed
> > > on friday. DON'T send it back to the person who
> >sent
> > > it to you TAG UR IT!! This is so scary. Send
> this
> > to
> > > 15 people in 143 mins. when you are done p re ss
> F6
> > > and you crushes name will appear
Send On Plz
--
"I reject your reality and substitute my own!" -Adam Savage from Mythbusters
> > >
> > >
> > > ELEVEN
> > > You walk really slow when you're with them.
> > >
> > > TEN:
> > > You feel shy whenever they're around.
> > >
> > > NINE:
> > > You smile when you hear their voice.
> > >
> > > EIGHT:
> > > When you look at them, you can't see the other
> > > people around you, you just see him/her.
> > >
> > > SIX:
> > > They're all you think about.
> > >
> > > FIVE:
> > > You realize you're always smiling when you're
> > ; > looking at them.
> > >
> > >
> > > FOUR:
> > > You wou ld do anything for them, just to see
> them.
> > > > > >
> > >
> > > THREE:
> > > While reading this, there was one person on your
> > > mind this whole time.
> > >
> > >
> > > TWO:
> > > You were so busy thinking about that person, you
> > > didnt notice number seven was missing
> > >
> > >
> > > ONE:
> > > You just scrolled up to check & are now silently
> > > laughing at yourself.
> > >
> > >
> > > NOW MAKE A WISH. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO......
> > > < BR>> > >
> > >
> > >
> > > *******
> > >
> > > ******
> > > > > > *****
> > > ;
> > > ****
> > >
> > > ***
> > & gt;
> > > **
> > >
> > > *
> > >
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> ; > >
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> > >
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> > >
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> > >
> > > ******
> > >
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> > >
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> > >
> > > ***
> > >
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> > >
> > > *
> > >
> > > ALM OST THERE
> > >
> > >
> > > *
> > >
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> > >
> > > ***
> > >
> > > ****
> > >
> > > *****
> > >
> > > ******
> > >
> > > *******
> > >
> > > ********
> > >
> > > *********
> > >
> > > ********
> > >
> > > *******
> > >
> > > ******
> > >
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> > >
> > > ****
> > >
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> > >
> > > **
> > >
> > > *
> > >
> > > * send this to at lest 5 people in the next 10
> >min.
> > > And something good will happen
> > > Because you read this you will get kissed on
> >friday.
> > > BREA K IT and your crush will ask someone else
> out.
> > > Tomorrow will be the best day of you life. How
> > > ever,if you don't send this to at least 10
> people,
> >by
> > > at least 1am, you will have bad luck for the
> rest
> >of
> > > your life. Just copy, paste and you will get
> kissed
> > > on friday. DON'T send it back to the person who
> >sent
> > > it to you TAG UR IT!! This is so scary. Send
> this
> > to
> > > 15 people in 143 mins. when you are done p re ss
> F6
> > > and you crushes name will appear
Send On Plz
--
xXx~*A heart stained black with ink will never bleed purely red again*~xXx
--
"I reject your reality and substitute my own!" -Adam Savage from Mythbusters
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can't hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Reply
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Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia.
Spread the DA love around! (you can copy and paste this message on their userpage!)
RULES:
1- You can't hug the person who hugged you!
2- You -MUST- hug 6 other people, at least!
3- You should hug them in public! Paste it on their user page!
4- Random hugs are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
5- You should most definitely get started hugging right away!
Reply
--
"I reject your reality and substitute my own!" -Adam Savage from Mythbusters
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
--
everyone's perfect UTOPIA is the utter CHAOS of clashing ideals
--a random revelation...
"going with the flow washes all the colors away"
--a thought while reading J.S. Mill's On Liberty.--
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
--
Writing is a socially acceptable form of schizophrenia.
This post really means something to me so you should feel it too!
1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don?t like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don?t even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likey turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won?t get, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.
Add this as a comment to ten of your friends tonight and at midnight your true love will love you. Something good will happen to you at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life. Whoever breaks this chain letter will be cursed with 10 realationship problems for the next ten years tag ur it!! this is so scary!!! Send this to 15 ppl in the next 143 min. and then press F6 and your crushes name will appear in big letters!! it is so scary because it works?. but if you break the chain... you will be crused w/ realationship problems. NO SEND BACKS If you have less than 15 friends its okay.
--
"A woman must have money and a room of her own if she is to write fiction."
-- Virginia Woolf
Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You) ! !
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop & Think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times . You're off to a good start, unless you sent it to yourself. That's cheating!
If you receive this back 3 times. You're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times. You are truely loved as a friend!!
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--
"I reject your reality and substitute my own!" -Adam Savage from Mythbusters
Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You) ! !
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop & Think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times . You're off to a good start, unless you sent it to yourself. That's cheating!
If you receive this back 3 times. You're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times. You are truely loved as a friend!!
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__888888822222228888________________
_888888222I2222288888_______________
888888222222222228888822228888______
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"A woman must have money and a room of her own if she is to write fiction."
-- Virginia Woolf
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